Monday, May 21, 2012

WHATEVER Day


Good things come to those who wait,
Better things come to those who don't give up,
and the best things come to those who believe….

Hoaahhh…. Bisa aku katakan ini hari yang serba ANEKA RASA buat aku…

BAD  ‘cause :
1.      Aku hampir ditabrak sampai 2 kali…. (Entah ada apa di pikiran ku saat itu,banyak pikiran)
2.      Kangen banget sama seseorang namun sepertinya orang tersebut sibuk dan gak ingat sama aku
3.      Nonton movie yang kisahnya mirip banget sama aku… (tragic)
4.    BOKEK alias KERE…. 

Yaaa….Whatever…. berasa kok hidup ini suliiiiittttt banggeeettt… banyak hal yang ingin aku lakuin namun karena satu masalah…. Semuanya STUCK !!!!!!!!!!!      

             
 but, When life gets harder, you getting stronger,right?!!


          Beberapa hari lalu ada kejadian yang bener bener OPEN MY EYES….. benar-benar sudah tidak ada uang seperserpun dan kelaparan sekali... Mom belum mengirimkan uang.. saat itu aku pinjam ke teman teman, tapi apa jawaban mereka???


“ Celly, be patient…. Celly,just cooking noodle….Celly, just borrow to your friends…!! Bla..bla ..bla…”

THE POINT IS ….”Why NOT you help me if you are my truly friend? Why must others?”
Saat itu aku baru sadar …mana yang benar-benar teman dan mana yang bukan…. Ckckckckck


“A friend who laughs when you laugh doesn't always mean a friend who cries when you cry..”
( RIGHT !!!)

PLUS, Hari ini aku benar-benar stress ….. pusing.. ingin rasanya teriak dan menangis sekuat-kuatnya….
Akhir-akhir ini aku sering sekali nangis kalau memikirkan PROBLEMS yang terus menerus datang dan aku harus hadapi sendiri…. 

CRY=WEAK ??!!

BIG NO !!!! 

Crying is not a sign of weakness, but crying all the time can be a sign that you have a deep emotional issue that needs resolving. If anything not crying is unhealthy as it shows that you are not expression your emotions.”

I'm going to smile like nothings wrong, talk like everythings perfect, act like it's all a dream, and pretend it's not hurting me…. 
but deep inside my heart...i'm scream..... 
HELP ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!


OH GODDDDDDDDDDDD……………………!!!!
Berilah aku kekuatan dan petunjuk…. Benar-benar stress…. !!!  Semoga aku juga dikasih kesempatan buat senangin orang-orang yang aku sayangi dan orang-orang sekitarku…. AMIINNN….

by the way, bagi yang punya plastic..jangan dibuang...karena aku ini suka koleksi plastic...hohoho...

PLASTIC COLLECTOR ??!!










Sunday, May 6, 2012

Holiday ~ Horrible ?!!


When  People hurt you

Over and over

Think of them like sandpaper..

They may scratch and hurt you a bit but

In the end, you end up polished and they end up

USELESS…..

Little shocked after see this schedule…..
FULL !!! Horrible… feel like back to school…
I think I can get holiday go to everywhere around korea,
But  it seems the schedule very FULL…. :( 

 
I wish the lesson is not really make me “BORING” ……