Help?

"Help me if u can,i'm feeling down..

and i do appreciate you being around..

help me get my feet back on the ground,

won't u please, please help me??"

-The Beatles-

Recently, i need time to calm down myself,

since have some people helped me,

but seems like not sincerely...

have some just said "wanna" help,

but just keep talking too much,

made me more felt they were

 "bullshit" ...

Thanks for some friends,

who really help me without being asked..

keep help me behind my expectation..

yeah..that's the truly one...

i notice that some people

say that they are WILLING to help

but NEVER really do it...

why? is it just words to show 

if you don't want truly help,

but only give a cherish word "help"??

let's recycling my life...!!

i believe God has a reason

to let me face this big tests in my life,

these big tests are the God's way to 

give me opportunities to sort out

"the real" and "the fake"...!!!