Monday, June 23, 2014

Commit



after praying and ask God direction, 
i wanna commit :
1. i won't crying in front of anyone again
when i feel  that he/she
can't make me comfort...
2. i won't be a such damn "good" girl anymore
3. If someone throw me or left me,
i won't look back and hope he/she will
come back to my life anymore


4. I won't care too much to he/she
who can't appreciate and truly care to me..
5.  I won't complain anymore with anything 
i don't like since it just wasting my energy,
 i will just let it and slowly go from them..
6. If u treat me well, i will twice treat u well..
If u treat me bad, i won't treat u bad, but u deserved 
to go away from my life "forever"..


7. I don't want lazy anymore and will be a success girl..
8. Every i got money, i won't waste all my money and will left some
to save up and buy a house for my future...
9. I won't make he/she be my only one since he/she 
always make me like an "option".. 
10. ....
11.....

tired to typing... maybe in next post...


Nobody in this world can understand what you feel,
They just can judge you, hurt you, 
or maybe love you..


I learned that someone can fully alived
when he/she truly be loved..


Well, When we learn from our mistakes,
we are less likely to repeat them..


i learned that WORDS have the power 
to build up or tear down... so i will be carefull
with every single word out from my lips


Instead of out bad words that wound and stir up strife,
i will use words of kindness, filled with love that heal
and nourish life.. 


"Be a righteous girl, not a good girl!!" 



Saturday, June 14, 2014

Double-Eyelid Surgery



This is my first post in June 2014..
1 week ago in Malaysia, 
i did my eyelid surgery 
and  sponsored by my dear...

 Pui...




The day after surgery..





3 days after surgery... 



5 days after surgery..



6 days after surgery..


1 week after surgery and
 need to back for take off
the thread..

OTW.. 


Vitamin C Injection Process..
Felt lil bit pain..





After take off thread..









See you in the next post (1 month after surgery)
to see my natural eyelid ..