Commit

after praying and ask God direction, 

i wanna commit :

1. i won't crying in front of anyone again

when i feel  that he/she

can't make me comfort...

2. i won't be a such damn "good" girl anymore

3. If someone throw me or left me,

i won't look back and hope he/she will

come back to my life anymore

4. I won't care too much to he/she

who can't appreciate and truly care to me..

5.  I won't complain anymore with anything 

i don't like since it just wasting my energy,

 i will just let it and slowly go from them..

6. If u treat me well, i will twice treat u well..

If u treat me bad, i won't treat u bad, but u deserved 

to go away from my life "forever"..

7. I don't want lazy anymore and will be a success girl..

8. Every i got money, i won't waste all my money and will left some

to save up and buy a house for my future...

9. I won't make he/she be my only one since he/she 

always make me like an "option".. 

10. ....

11.....

tired to typing... maybe in next post...

Nobody in this world can understand what you feel,

They just can judge you, hurt you, 

or maybe love you..

I learned that someone can fully alived

when he/she truly be loved..

Well, When we learn from our mistakes,

we are less likely to repeat them..

i learned that WORDS have the power 

to build up or tear down... so i will be carefull

with every single word out from my lips

Instead of out bad words that wound and stir up strife,

i will use words of kindness, filled with love that heal

and nourish life.. 

"Be a righteous girl, not a good girl!!"