Dear my love

I just want someone to love me the same way

that Alistair loves his Warden. 

Is that so much???

I'm incredibly awkward and negative, 

I get attached easily and i HOLD ON 

for too long...

I don't like opening up to people..

Most 5 y.o children can express their feeling 

BETTER than me..

I hide behind my fake smiles, 

I'm terrified of being hurt.

yeah, i tend to act older than i am,

i'm probably one of the most

difficult people you will ever meet..

But...

I can be sweet,

I'm a great listener,

I'll guard your secrets with my life,

I'll never judge you based on your mistakes,

and I'll love you as much as i can..

I can be, if you LET me, 

one of the best things in your life.. 

OK, OK .... i'm going to try stop

thinking 'bout it and leave it in 

God's hands...

Dear my future,

Will you love me tomorrow?

the day after? for all time?

Ok, stop "galau" !!

Say hello to my roommate,

Hello Taylor....

Good night,